YSunday, July 27, 2008' 11:30 AM
I am so sry tat i din updatee tis few weeks .
as u noe not everytime i can on9 .
parents out station & i no whre 2 on9 .
so now i will updateee ! :D
currently am in my sis bf hse , kenny .
eatin dinner here , so i can gt 2 on9 (:
was quite bored the whole day & my homewrk i havent finish it .
nvm ~ use to it xD
skol was bein suck-ish cause celine chok din go to skol T_T
& im bored without her . bt monday she will b bck .
she's not chgin skol :D YEAH !!!!!
2day , he came 2 my condo . ( the he u all noe la xD )
was shocked , not so la . ytd & laz week he oso came .
lepak ard the condo & v did the most amazin thg xD
eh-hem = = not S.E.X juz 2 confirm .
well , kinda ok . erm , he wen bck ard 3++ pm cause i nit 2
go out T.T cant stay wit him long ~.~
erm , food was okay ! ate steamboat = =
parents out station will b bck nxt fri . DAMN long ~.~
till here la .
lazy 2 update (:
p/s karmen will do ur tag asap de .
does my blog boring to u , readers ? comment me pls !
YSaturday, July 19, 2008' 6:15 AM
hello ~ i am so free ryte now i can do anythg
wait * smiling * nth la .
continue the story ! tis post will b abt ytd
outin & today !
Friday
ytd was fun ! had most of the fun wit frens (:
start frm morning den .
woke up ard 6am , suddenly rain .
i was lyk WTF ! i prayed pls dun rain .
after ltr really din rain liao :D
ready everythg den wen dwn wait for aunty .
reach skol ard 7++ am . i saw dear . bt din
evn say hi bt he came 2 me in a spooky way !
frm nowhre he suddenly cum out & ask me .
i was shocked & beat his hand . haiz .....
feel bad . den wen class . aiyor !
*skip* *skip* *skip*
class was okay . den recess !
saw dear & chit chat wit him LOL !
wen class & suddenly dear's fren & my classmate fight .
was lyk damn shocked O_O den dunno wat happen
liao lar .
finish skol den wen yu chen's fren hse near the skol .
chge everythg den go lrt station .
me , celine , beanna & rumi wen times square 1st .
was quite empty . saw tis two girls .
kinda lyk lala's LOL!
reach dere & v walked . snap photo's at the lrt too .
pic will b posted soon .
suddenly they said wanted 2 play the theme parks
i was lyk -_-" dun wan la . den they said play la !
wasted Rm24 on the stupid rides , is beta den go shopping .
v scream scream scream the whole time ! LOL !
after tat wen shopping . celine was regretted 2 go Cosmo World
2 play the rides . v can evn go shopping man !
haiz.... bt v did . celine bought a dress & high heels xD
whoa ! she wore the high heels she can b taller den me liao .
i bought a white dress . nice la ! quite cheap too . :D
den , met up wit Rumi & beanna den v camwhore at the
main entrance xD . was fun ! pic posted soon .
den chao ard 5pm . met yu chen at the lrt station in bukit jalil .
after tat , waited for rumi's grandpa for almost 1/2 hours .
den wen home wit beanna . she came my hse !
wen pasar malam eat dinner ! was super hungry !
she wen home alr . den i wen home too .
waited for my parents & sms wit dear xD
weird eh ? hate it ? too bad too sad (:
on9 at the hse till 12++ .
was damn tired !
DEAD !
Saturday
woke up ard 6++ am .
was super tired until sleep bck LOL !
2day is Report Card Day .
was super nervous wen woke up .
got ready everythg & i use the com .
no one seem's to on9 early morning .
after tat mom wake up ,
chge den off to skol .
reach ard 7.15am .
i saw my dear ! ^^ happy o .
LOL mom suddenly say wanna see who is my bf O.o
was shocked . haha . den wen up class & start 2
gv report card lor . played wit my frens .
chit chat wit dear lor .
mom was waitin .
suddenly celine tld me she saw shiran dwnstairs at the canteen .
i was lyk : " whre ? whre ? "
den i pull my fren & run 2 the canteen .
saw dear at the staircase & he tag along .
chit chat wit shiran .
dear & shiran shuffling ! LOL !
oni dear do la , shiran leh ? haiz ~
after tat shiran was lyk wanna c whre is honkit's class .
brought him 2 3 dinamik .
den me & dear wen bck class .
saw my mom waitin outside alr .
she said i failed damn lot . LOL .
not say failed la . not pass la .
den i chao wit her lor . intro my mom wit dear .
say bye den all gone .
tld my mom i was hungry & wen canteen 2 eat .
saw celine & her dad . mom chit chat wit celine's dad
O.o b surprise den they chit chat .
while eatin my nuggets xD , shiran & honkit came dwn .
saw them den chit chat lor .
shiran was lyk damn ...... dunno la .
dear came dwn oso . he ask me i havent go bck & i said no .
lepak ard awhile lor . dear dance hip hop bt a little lor .
larf here & dere lor . den i gtg alr .
said bye 2 dear & shiran they all .
den wen bck puchong 2 on9 .
currently boring . lazy 2 continue liao .
ltr oni la .
Loving You :D
YFriday, July 18, 2008' 3:30 PM
hello ! since i gt nth much 2 do .
y not i juz ryte abt laz week stuff ?
is more interestin & fun ryte ? LOL !
14.07.08
mon was ok ! quite bored durin skol time . i cant seem 2
rmb anythg abt mon . woke up , wen skol , class , recess ,
finish skol & nth much interestin happen . well , juz skipped
den . (:
15.07.08
tues was interestin , i thk ? cant seem 2 rmb oso . Damn !!
let me try 2 refresh my mind ..... nop ! still cnt rmb anythg .
WTFish ~ erm , juz normal stuff happen la .
met dear at skol oso normal ! LOL ! jkjk . i juz still cant
seem 2 understand sumthg bt i juz cnt figure out .
well , skip ? ok ? nxt day xD
16.07.08
wed was the almost day , not so almost la ! erm , dear gt stay
bck . did stuff 2gethr . & the most scariest thg happen .
awwwhhh ~ i cant say out . tooo emberassing . let teacher saw
OMG ! argh !!!! shouldn't b so dramatic abt tat . feel minuetes
oni wat . not tat long oso , WHAT ?! what im saying . whoa !
i muz stop thkin abt it . * frustrated *
haha ! was funny tat day . dear took video of beanna taekwondo
* correct spelling ? * super funny xD
after tat i gone home , he was alone *pity *
i called him & tlk 2 him so dun feel lonely lor . he tld me he
wen home ard 6++ pm ! damn scary in skol summore .
nxt day , shall we ?
17.07.08
thursday is the super best day i ever had . he stay bck wit me
juz 2 teman me home . serious ! not joking . i stay bck cause i nit
2 go olahraga , den i asked him he got stay anot & can tumpang
his car go home la . bt i was feeling malu cause his sister oso in
the car . den he said he teman me home & den his mom fetch him
frm my condo . I was damn touching ! oh ya ! 2day is Annie & Shiran's
b day ! Happy Birthday ! i oni can say tat ! do mind me !
v sat a cab home . reach dere . v lepak dwnstairs . was tired cause
of training . skip skip skip ! till here la.....
Friday goin out wit the gang & yu chen's fren !
seprate ways ofcoz (:
Love You Like I never Do !
the color u can guess who la :D
YSunday, July 13, 2008' 3:30 AM
i'm gay ! LOL haha . jz bored & tryin 2 entertain myself xD
well , morning everyone !
im so free i can evn blog abt anythg .
well , im gonna make my blog more interesting (:
cause laz few post r SUCK-ISH !
okay ! bck 2 the post anythg blah blah ~
i am seriously in a good mood 2day .
ytd was quite fun cause gt 2 stayed home all alone . xD
bt quite scary too .
dunno y ytd i keep open close my eyes until i fell asleep .
LOL i feel im total emberass of somethg bt juz cant figure
out wat izit oni *thking*
awwhhh ~ juz forgt abt it .
i feel so weird ! y almost everyone would ask : " u couple alr ? "
" u got bf ar ? " i oso would say : " yes , i hv & yes , i couple alr . "
cant u guys dun ask . i feeeellll nth . juz ignore wat i am
tlkin abt those craps (:
mom & dad sleep till now , ytd nite they came bck ard 5am++
& so tired . so i let them sleep until they enuf oni would
go out for lunch . i woke up is juz for nth .
saw my dear on9 den would nice chatting , suddenly he GTG
den is Bye Bye ! WTFish !
currently chattin wit a guy name Hunn ( i thk the name )
quite funny xD lol .
skol remainin 2morow . go skol is lyk one of my most happiest
thg . i oso dunno y ?! LOL
juz found out sumone tld me tat tis guy is so damn pervert !
nearly wan 2 touch the gf's skirt underneath .
somemore the gf smiling dere . OMG
unbelieveable . if i was her , i would smack his face & say
" PERVERT ! "
haha ~ & their happy ending would b a nightmare ending !
HAHAHAHAHA !
i dunno y bloggin is a part of my life . feel nice & relaxing .
write anythg abt the daily life , bt sometimes secret cant review
out . & its nice 2 bckstabbed ppl tooo ! xD
bt , im not tat kind of person . bckstabb usin blog ! LOL
dun misunderstand ! i m so damn f**king hungry !
nth 2 eat ! ARGH ! la la la ~
boredom is my middle name !
Suzanah Boredom Teh LOL
haha ~ no way ! I juz love my normal name (:
bt i lyk Suzanne beta !
more american style . LOL ppl keep sayin tat Suzanah
is more lyk malay name -_-" WTFish la .
what's the matter wit u guys la ?! cnt hv a name lyk tat meh ?
super swt la u guys ! i hv nth 2 say abt tat anymore .
well , GTG ryte now ! haha , nice 2 blog abt leh .
will post nxt week !
Report Card Day is round the corner !
Be prepare ppl ! (:
YSaturday, July 12, 2008' 7:33 AM
well , im juz bck frm...... no whre !
been stayin at home almost the whole day . I am so damn boring !
i was left all alone in the hse wit no one except for myself .
my parents had gone 2 genting 2 gamble -_-"
i noe , swt~ well , is good cause i can gt the whole hse all
to myself , although is small . LOL bt worth it .
they cuming home 2morow morning .
hope they would make home in time to go church ?!
cause lately me & my parents r skippin church & din
attend any services . i feel bad :/
Father Lord , I pray for your forgiveness for not attending
church . I hope that 2morow would be the best time to
attend church & pray for Lord . Thank You , Lord . Amen .
Nxt saturday is report card day . well , parents hv 2 cum
2 skol & take report card . damn scare ! bt thk lord , my mom's
cuming . if my dad cuming , i hv nth 2 say . LOL hope on tat day ,
i would not b the laz one who goes home ! :P la la la ~
school was being suck-ish the laz few days .
on thursday tat had sport check !
i was shocked , scare they would find anythg i would bring 2 skol .
a lot of stuff was kena rampas , such as : mirrors , combs , handphones &
others . I heard on tat day , a lot of student brought their fon's 2 skol &
was kena rampas , the fons was given 2 Pn Zakiah .
after perhimpunan , Pn Zakiah straight away gv the students their fon
bck . O.o I was shocked . Whao ! den , skol past on the whole day .
On friday , nth much happen . juz tat Rumi is super weird !
wen i arrived skol , she liked put her finger in front of me &
said : " you see ! my finger ! " i was lyk O.o ' what is the matter
wit u ? ' she is so ....... i dunno what 2 say ! LOL
den skol juz past the normal day .
currently i am at home all alone & feel regretted !
should wen 2 gentin wit my parents evn thought is beta 2 stay at
home on9-ing . cause ryte now is lyk gonna b 11pm . & i was lyk scare
there would anythg happen , such as : burglars robbin the hse & others .
i can't continue . the more i say the more i fear ! *shvering *
i nvr stay at home all alone till morning b 4 .
small tat time , i would cry & cry & cry . until my parents would
tag me along . bt now , they would say : " i gv u Rm 50 2 spend &
top up ur fon if u dun wan go genting wit us ? "
i was lyk of coz take it la . bt i regretted .
haiz..... hope can faster morning le !
damn lot of projects tat teacher's gving us ! i would b crazy ryte now !
sejarah , seni visual , PJK & others .
nit 2 find tis tat . ARGH ! beein crazy is the best thg .
no nit 2 worry anythg . bt , i dun wan 2 b crazy !
or else they would sent u to TanJung Rambutan !
Till here . F**king line dwn dere make me cant blog !
Argh ! chao ~
YFriday, July 11, 2008' 2:30 PM
hello , since im free ,
y not i do the tagged tat jovynn yeong ask me to
I'VE BEEN TAGGED
1. At what age do you wish to get marry ?
` b 4 25 years old .
2. If you have a chance , what would you say to your
beloved one ?
` Dear , i will love you always de until die !
3. If sex is a game , would you be good at it ?
` ofcoz not ! i din play b 4 .
4. Where is the place that you want to go the most ?
` Japan , Australia & Taiwan
5. If you can have one dream come true , what would it be ?
` With my dear forever !
6. Do you believe you can survive without money ?
` ofcoz not ! i would die , man !
7. What are you afraid to lose the most ?
` Besties , Family & dear
8. If you have $1 million , what would you do ?
` treat my frens , shopping spree & half of it gv to my family .
9. If someone broke your hand , what would you do ?
` mayb break his or her hand bck .
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you .
i. she's cute !
ii. she's a ballerina .
iii. she's my kakak ipar !
11.What are the requirements that you wish from your
other half?
` wat ? O.o
12. Describe your fantasized life .
` At a romantic place & with my dear sittin on the bench
loving each other !
13. What is your ambition ?
` dun have one yet .
14. What is the thing that will make you think
someone is bad ?
` scold me for no reason .
15. What are the is the most important things in
your life ?
` handphone & family .
16. Are you a shopaholic or not ?
` of coz ! i love shopping !
17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would
you like to change ?
` I lyk my tis charactor !
18. Do you believe in yourself ?
` depends lor .
19. Honestly, do you think life is fair?
` y not .
20. Will you have your happy ending?
` I hope so (:
I Tag - Celine Chok , Joyce Tan , Amy ( 1st de ) & Karmen Leong
YThursday, July 10, 2008' 2:45 PM
hello ! been lately din update .
well , updatin ryte now !
currently listenin to - forever by chris brown
chattin wit - no one !
okay bck 2 topic !
is alr the 4th day i'v wit him , feel kinda weird .
lol XD stayed bck for fun !
wanted 2 go olahraga , bt din go . haiz ~
erm , skol kinda okay !
rumi's finger kena cut by one of my classmate .
kesian ~ haha ! damn funny ! lol .
she kinda got mental problem de ?!
larf & cry ?! -_-" ryte .
okayyyyyy . tat's weird .
she wen home quite early !
he gt stayed bck , a lot of ppl c me & him
damn malu la weihhhh !
serious !!!!! bt nvm de .
WORTH IT ! XD
till here , gtg !
sum pic !
YTuesday, July 8, 2008' 2:55 PM
hello ! lately din update (:
so sry >_<>
quick update !
2day was the best day ! he gave me a necklace xD
LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
skol was good too ......
exam tis saturday O.O
havent evn study xD will study hard de :D
wakakkakka~ erm , project oso havent do yet -_-"
no com wat.....
exam oso round the corner too...
excited . oh ya !
HAPPY 1ST MONTH ANNIVERSERY (:
happy 2 b wit u (:
28 days leh...... happy (:
got to go alr .
will blog soon..... sry tat i din update for a long time .
p/s mother buing new LAPTOP (: yipeeeee!!!! :D
YMonday, July 7, 2008' 10:48 AM
hey peeps ! wanna blog abt tis day !
the most memorable day ever !
i have accpeted him !
now im havin a relationship !
*not 2 b proud abt*
well , feel embaress 2 post abt bt nahhhhh ~ feel lyk postin !
erm , 07.07.08 is i accept him tat means is today !
lol , feel kinda happy !
juz lost my old wan , got new one !
bt will always love him de ! lol
kok yin , celine chok , jovynn yeong * others
DUN EJEK ME IN SKOL ! lol
feel happy abt it !
got to go ! chao ~
Y' 10:30 AM
one thg i hate abt myself !
" believe in ppl's love "
well , i found out is juz a fake de .
i am toooo perasan . haiz ~
i beta die den !
goodbye world !
to noe the truth is juz so hard .
his fren tell me everything .
is juz a fake thg .
now i evn more hate him !
i said to myself ,
whoever hurt my feelings
their dick will b cut !
well , bt he din really tell me the truth .
T.T Your Love Is Just A Lie !
im a fucking bitch ! believe in stupid love !
bitch bitch bitch !
I hate myself ! a big fat loser i am !
no nit 2 comfort me !
forget the old love , new love here !
end up heart broken !
till ere .
I HATE YOU FOREVER , _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
YSaturday, July 5, 2008' 4:00 PM
I LOVE YOU , DEAR !
thx 4 ur support ! eventhough i havent accept u !
but we will mayb can b together .
lets c faith ba !
Love you always o ! (:
YFriday, July 4, 2008' 3:30 PM
wassup ! LOL well , currently scary !
my uncle & cousin r stayin wit me & my
parents . They havent sleep ma ,
my uncle la , watch ghost movie .
damn scary ! dun evn dare 2 look dere .
*shivering*
2day in skol was bad & i cried ! T.T
during perhimpunan , Beanna tld me abt
him de sms .
i heard it den i put on a sad mask .
i nearly wan 2 drop a tears .
den , wen bck class , i shouted &
i cried ! i quickly run 2 the toilet .
suddenly i saw him , he was
lookin at me .
Rumi tld me tat wen she ran out ,
he was turnin bck & look wat's goin on .
I feel so stupid !
den , i sat alone by the corner .
thinkin abt how stupid i am 2 lyk him &
feel lyk gvin up !
bt den , suddenly i got the confident !
Believing In Myslef!
den , i believe in myslef lor .
whnever i c him , i lyk pura pura
din c him . bt he lyk lookin at me de .
haiz , i dunno la .
feel lyk gvin up !
after everything , den finish skol !
saw him , feel happy lor (:
wen home wit celine
celine Chok came my hse .
wen carefour & took random pic .
lazy 2 post ! y not nxt week i post den (;
bck frm carefour , wen swimming .
tis baby was so cute !
*pinching*
after tat , ard 5++ pm chill awhile ,
wen home , bathed , blow dry hair .
camwhore at home la .
after tat wen pasar malam .
she belanja me 'ice blended'
nice ! ! !
bought nt tat much XD
after tat wlk ard the condo &
camwhore at the bench .
pic will b post soon !
Celine's mom called .
wen home collect her stuff &
she wen home .
me ?
i wen home den watch a little tv
& wen into the room & listen music .
i cried again ! T.T
What The Hell ?!
Y must i cry everytime !
ARGH ! ! !
thinkin abt afternoon .
i kip on cryin till ard 7++ pm ,
den wen dwn n waited for ruby .
wen sendin sms , suddenly shiran & keith
came 2 me ,
keith finally tlkin 2 me ! LOL
den , chit chat .
ruby came dwn , wen pasar malam .
eat , drink , home !
wen buy prepaid card .
den tid cute guy in the shop ,
dun wanna tlk abt it !
wen home alr lor .
till ere updating !
will updatin as soon as possible .
Love Him ;)
YThursday, July 3, 2008' 11:50 AM
i am so sad T.T
haiz , mayb i tooo perasan leh .
mayb he wouldn't lyk me geh ?!
haiz .
beanna la , ytd go & write one letter 2 him
I like you . But you must not tell XXX , he like me
swt ryte ?
damn la , i feel so malu wen gv him .
he read it den lyk din layan me liao .
ARGH !!!! feel lyk screaming !
at skol , almost i see him everywhre .
damn la . 2day stayed bck .
trainin bt din go O_o
chit chated wit rumi & beanna .
den v make pranks calls . LOL
nearly kena scolded XD .
bt he din stay bck o !
haiz , damn sien without him dere leh .
after tat , camwhore la .
i hv his num alr !!
Rumi help me take de .
i dun wan his num de , bt she insist ma .
den , v tried calling him , bt din
answer the fon leh .
mayb havent reach home lor .
i wen home early ard 3++ pm .
reach home did nth .
listen music lor .
i listen 2 all those sad songs de .
suddenly my tears drop .
i quickly run 2 the room .
den i cried in the room the whole evening .
i was thinkin tat would he lyk me or not .
feel lyk givin up .
i feel so sad & cried almost until i feel
okay ! den , wen dwnstairs .
saw keith , shiran & ........
tlk wit ruby , wen ate dinner .
done !
2morow Celine Chok cumin 2 my hse !
cant wait .
1 laz thing !
NO MATTER WHAT I WILL STILL LIKE YOU !
YWednesday, July 2, 2008' 1:45 PM
harlo ~ (:
wakakaka ~
am happy leh ?!
i oso dunno y leh .
erm , i think i lyk someone leh .
O_o haha ~
Rumi show me the boy alr den i lyk him alr lor .
whoa ! shockin ryte ? i finally
get rid of the ex LOL
erm , he quite ok la .
shorter den me XD i really do lyk him ?!
damn ! haha ~ whtevr !
everyday i feel happy & excited 2 go 2 skol
aku pun x tahu ! (:
mayb juz 2 c him leh ?
till now , i still can rmb his face leh ?!
swt ryte ?
hahahaha ~
erm , not much 2 blog abt leh .
feel happy oni lor .
rumi , celine , beanna all help me leh .
wakakkaka ~ tlk craps ;)
Celine Chok cumin my hse on friday
cool ~ damn !
nth much 2 blog abt leh .
till ere .
blog soon ;)
