him, me
if la, i wan 2 gt bck with u, u wan anot? true anot?? fake wan la.. i wont fell fall it.. ok la, den fine.. weih ah!!! true anot 1st?? u wan anot 1st?? if dun wan den nvm...
silent~
ok la.. i wan la....
he silent too...
at the lift he make me so mad, go n kick my bag... i scold him.. my pet bro was inside the lift too... i was so damn mad, i scold him : F**K you.. he say come la.. den i say ok.. after tat, he called me n say 2.30pm go his hse.. i was lyk shock.. i dunno izit true anot .. 'r v gonna gt bck'?
reach his hse
him me
knock the door, he open it..
wat u wan 2 do now?? lets .... 2gether... seriously anot, r v gettin bck 2gether?? dunno.. mayb.. if u great at it.. i will gt bck 2 u.. i oni date smart girls~ yerrrr y u so bad wan.... fine lor if u dun wan... yerrrr dun wan la~ u dun wan dun wan la.. go la! i gt a lot of things 2 do... y u lyk tat wan??! u wan anot??? ish! fine la fine la...
do dy lor.. den
so, r v gettin bck 2gether?? hmmm.. mayb la.... ish fine fine...
i go bck home, coz he gt things 2 do...
u go home la.. i gt things 2 do.. u noe im a busy man! swt~ busy man! wtv la
wen i gone out the door, he keep on lookin at me...
y u keep lookin at me!!! nth~ swt~ oh ya! 1 more thing APRIL FOOL!!!
he slam the door n i was lookin at the door! my heart was broken into pieces... i was so darn f**kin h8 him.... i cried! i cant believe it... wen i on9 he nugde me... i oso dunno wat 2 reply him
him me
hi
ooh
hi
u at cc?
erm
ya
........
APRIL FOOL!!!!!
swt~
tat it means v r nt gettin bck?
yup
i was so damn sad n angry.. i oso dunno wat 2 do.. den i juz exit n chge my p/m (personal message) I HATE HIM! *cry* ish.. i was so damn stupid.. ish! wen he say wan 2 gt bck, i was so happy coz i still hv feelin for him.. after tat, he say is juz joke!
i am so damn an idiot! argh! now im juz no mood 2 do anythin.. yst i cried coz of him.. i still cant gt over him.. (if u r viewin tis blog, pls juz pls dun tease me) well, i juz try 2 control myself..
blog till hre.. bye! will update mayb 10359862 years ltr...
2day, saturday gt skol! coz nit 2 replace class! WTFish! haiz.. hv 2 wake up so early juz 2 go 2 skol! 2day actually i dun wanna go, bt hv 2 coz nit 2 take celine chok along... oh ya! CELINE CHOK SLEPT OVER AT MY HOUSE! haha~ 2day at skol did nth... math,sivik,moral,RECESS,bm,sejarah n den SKOL OVER! yipee!! haha~
my parents came n pick me up frm skol wit celine chok too... haha~ den, wen bck 2 my puchong hse.. 1st we swam till 3.30pm.. bath everythin den watch show den i felt asleep! celine keep pesterin me nt 2 sleep.. bt im juz tooooooo sleepy!!!!! den, woke up dy... wen dwnstairs the garden 2 walk around.. well, v sat on d swing, run around, do this do tat la.. den wen bck up 2 my hse! today was kinda borin bt v kept 2 do something!
around 7++ wen 2 TESCO 2 buy computer items.. (sum of the parts r spoil) den ate at TESCO.. 1 restoran called the "sumthing kitchen" la.. nt sure hw 2 prenounce.... den wen 2 IOI MALL wok around.. i n celine wen 2 POPULAR BOOKSTORE 2 buy sum staitonery items.. celine bought pen,correction taps,glue,a teenage novel book.. me bought 2 teenage novel book,crayoons,art-block.... well, den wen & buy my "girl scout" clothes.. after tat my mom belanja us ice-cream.. around 10++ wen home dy..
reach home! HOME SWEET HOME! den on9 awhile. celine tooooo on9.!!?! well, currently chattin wit no 1.. done everythin n im here bloggin! well, blog till here la.. will, blog soon! bye bye! <3>
2day woke up at 6am 2 prepare breakfast 2 brin 2 skol! made 4 celine chok too.... is my duty! haha~ prepare everythin dy wen dwn wait 4 my aunty 2 pick me up.... reach to skol abt 7am.... *skip skip* wen up 2 class... 1st period science class.. wen makmal sains learn stuff as usual.... wen bck class nxt period maths.... learn new stuff... den RECESS!! fav period evr! haha~ finish recess, wen bck class.. den KH class... wen bengkel.. finish everythin is english, copy notes blah blah~~ den geo class, pn maznah din cum so relief took ovr d class.. den skol is over! wen bck home did nth... bath, watch tv n sleep!
den watch sum drama shows : IT STARTED WITH A KISS n THEY KISS AGAIN tis both shows r my fav! i love watchin those shows! ARGH! i hope i can buy d original dvd! hope can la... den around 6++ wen dwnstairs 2 wait 4 a fren, den bump into shiran,hk,keith n jin....keith n shiran were lyk din tok 2 me n ignorin me... dun care.. fren came dy.. chit-chat 4 evr den wen home eat dinner!
after dinner,hang around d livin room wit my 1 n oni FAMILY chit chat sum stuff.... tok jokes... dad watch tv while i n my mom were lyk laughin at sumthin! *laughin loudly* elder sis gt ready 2 go out... c her make up do stuff.. after tat follow my parents 2 their hse... stay over coz cuttin hair 2morow! yipee!!! oh ya! im gonna cut my hair... coz of tat day, i scare kena call out again! so im gonna b brave n cut my frinch shorter.... nt short d short la lyk juz oni trip! okayyyy! den celine chok sms me n asked me 2 called her.... chatted 4 awhile n din chat dy....
well, reach my parents hse, on9 n currently nth 2 do n listen 2 songs! well, 2morow cuttin hair n 2morow is a public holiday! haiz... dun wan holiday la.... swt~ well, im off 2 bed*not* im juz tired n nit 2 rest my eyes! well, so long 4 now! bb
14.3.08
woke up at 9++am... was gonna gt ready 2 go 2 sunway 4 rumi's b day... i havent wash up yet suddenly my mom called up n said she was on de way n asked me 2 prepared... i was shocked n faster wash up everythin... den, around 10++ she arrived.. me n ruby(old primary fren) sat in my mom's car n off 2 arena green 2 picked up celine n shiao ling(celine's primary fren)... arrived her place called her cum dwn n off 2 SUNWAY!!!! yea!!
arrived at sunway round 11++ v tod v gonna b late... bt v r nt the one who was late... rumi havent arrived yet!!! so long hv 2 wait 4 them.. den v wen 2 de ice rink n waited 4 her.. while waitin 4 them, v felt hungry n wen 2 d nearest restoran n ate cum food.. ruby drank strawberry blended; shiao ling drank ice lemon tea; i n celine share 2 slice of grilled cheese sandwiches n a cup of ice lemon tea.... v still felt hungry den shiao ling open minded n belanja eat pizza!!! WOAH!!! how great.. wen v saw d pizza it was quite mini oni.... den v lyk say : yer!!!!! so small how v gonna eat... den shiao ling say y nt v order 4 plates of mini pizza(dun gt shocked, is nt a big pizza is juz mini oni) den v juz order n eat n pay dy.... seprate pay!
after lunch(i think) met up wit rumi n her mom n yu chen.. wen ice skatin.. her mom belanja us.. skate 4 awhile.. darn scary !!!! celine almost fell dwn everytime.. bt mention 2 dun let her fall!!! haha~ i was lyk keep holdin ruby's hand coz i dun wanna let go n almost fell... den wen v skate d laz round, wen v wanna go 2 d entrance there was tis malay woman suddenly stopped in front of us.. den v lyk cnnot control v bump into her n me, celine n ruby fell.. luckily rumi din fell.. how lucky was she,... v fell dwn at d entrance there.. it was lyk so emberassed coz there was so many ppl cumin into d ice rink n saw us sittin on d icy floor! OUCH!
finish skatin v wen n walk around sunway.. quite borin bt manage 2 find sumthin 2 do... den frm no whre shiao ling ask me wen was my b day.. answer her... den she asked me a few question abt wat i lyk,shoe size tis tat.. i was feel weird den juz dun care abt it.. den wen walkin around.. suddenly shiao ling said wanna buy 4 me b day presents.. WTH! my b day past dy den summore wanna hv... den i juz say ok.. first first she say buy 4 me 2 sets of clothes... NT OVER RM200! den i say y nt buy a pair of shoes n a set of clothes.(greedynya me) haha~ den she say okok fine is ur b day present! i was lyk so happy n nearly wanna hug her(in front of so many ppl) NOT! den wen n choose d shoe it cost RM39.90.. bought dy wen n find my clothes... rumi wen wit her mom dy den say bye.. ruby wen 2 speedy shop dunno do wat... cant find my clothes shiao ling juz say : y nt i juz gv u RM150 n nxt time u go outin u can use de money i buy ur clothes.. i n celine were shocked wen v heard it! den i say ok n thx!
around 3++ my mom sms n said she's on de way n ask us 2 wait her at de entrance.. mom came n pick me,celine,ruby n shiao ling out 2 luch or tea-time... v ate at tis fast food restoran called 'BURGER KING' ate quite lot of stuff... den my mom suddenly say y nt take away 3 burgers 4 honkit,shiran n jin... WTH! den haiz... follow her request... take away dy den wen home....
wen drop of shiao ling at her hse... mom drop us home.. celine came over 2 Endah Villa n wait 4 her mom.. den she called up cheryl 2 cum over 2 Endah Villa n wait too... den walk around pasar malam 4 awhile suddenly drizzlin... haiz~ at this time drizzlin... den wen bck condo n wait 4 honkit n d gang.. suddenly saw jin runnin bck frm sumwhre.. n saw shiran n saw honkit.. gave them d burgers tat my mom bought 4 them... den cheryl came n all of us waitin 4 celine n cheryl mom 2 cum... celine mom called up n said she arrive n cum out 2 d guard hse..
after tat me,hk,shiran,jin n ruby wen 2 care4 n ate mr teppanyaki.... tat time v were eatin i was lyk no mood 2 eat.. dunno y... den walk around care4... kinda bored.. ish! around 9++ wen home dy den lepak dwnstairs 4 awhile... around 10++ wen home n i wen 2 pasar malam 2 buy dvd 2 watch title is 'they kissed again' so nice n romantic... haiz.. wish i could b lyk them..haiz~~ well, finish bloggin dy.. will blog soon!
woke up at 8am... coz follow mom go office.. hse com sumthin wrong so cum her office n use.. well, i cried yesterday n my eyes now r seriously bengkak! de reason tat i cried is 'he' gt a gf dy... n im heart broken! *cry* i cant accept it... well, i stop cryin till 3am.. den i doze off!
den,tld my parents.. they were lyk gvin me sum advices tok... they say tat his nt worth it.. he juz play my feelin n blah blah.. n he will play other girls feelin.. n so on.. finish advces tok by my 'folks' dy.. wen eat breakfast.. at de table, they kip on sayin tat his this tat la... den gone 2 my parents office!
wen i heard frm my parents tat his nt worth it.. i juz feel lyk wanna cry out.. bt i cant! hv 2 force myself nt 2 cry.... i dun wanna let them no my feelings..den, in de car i though abt wat my parents tld me in de restoran.. 4GT ABT HIM! izit so easy? well, i try! gt over him! =] haha~ single good! no nit 2 worry this tat.. relationships r ..... dunno la...
well, currently nth 2 do.. chattin wit celine oni! well, blog finish dy... mood chge! 1 thing i wanna make sure!
I WILL 4GT ABT U WAN! I SWEAR! YOU NOT WORTH
IT! =P
well,im bored ryte now.. nth to do..
see ppl blog , lookin fs , done nth to do!
saw his profile juz now! i cant believe it.... it so juz i cant accept
it! his datin 'her' TAT GIRL!
wat so great abt her?? she is juz normal girl oni...
u lyk her wat?? ish! wat is wrong wit u ppl!
ur eyes sumtink wrong izit??
wtv.. i cant stop u! is ur mind i wont control u!
c u lyk her dy, i feel lyk my jealousy burstin out in flame! y??
u hurt me so bad! u juz say tat! y? i dunno y!
well, should hv listen 2 my frens n juz 4gt abt u!
*swt* u juz nt good 4 me.. bt is juz too hard 2 gt over u!
my frens kip pesterin me 2 gt over u!
i tld dem i will, bt i juz cant do it(if u guyz c tis,dun scold me)
is juz! almost every happy times oso gt him in it...
i try 2 think bt cant!!!
Help me!!! *cry*
cant u juz gt out of my life!
izit so hard 4 u too stop tokin 2 me!
i juz hope i can leave tis world n dun care abt it!
bt i cant! v r nt meant 2gether!
u lyk her more den me! so juz go lyk her...
is ur life! nt mine! y should u show me tat u chase a girl??
no nit 2 b so action! well, i dun wanna tok abt it!
u wanna go gt her , go la!
i gv up!
IM OVER WIT YOU!
happy now?? i noe frm de beginnin u wan me 2 gt over u...
u juz dun wanna admit it..
happy dy!
well, go get a life!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STATUS- BOREDOM
hi guyz, well currently nth 2 do.. juz her 2 blog! well, lets start bloggin
sun:9.3.08
yesterday, woke up at 10am.. wen 2 on de com baru notice de com sumthin wrong wit de connection den din gt 2 on9.. *cry* haiz.. too bad... den, did nth... watch tv till 11++am den read books(nt 2 say im a nerd) sleep again.. woke up at 1pm.. WOAH! wat a borin day 4 me har?? haha~ den off 2 church at 3pm... wen 2 affirmation class.. learn abt de 10th sumthin... finish at 4.30pm... den wen 2 church service.. WOAH! nth 2 do at church.. listen! finish at 6++pm... off 2 dinner! guess wat 4 dinner?? MC DONALD!! mom lazy 2 cook.. bought 4 me MC DONALD... actually i really feel lyk wanna eat home cook food.. bt too bad! MC DONALD 4 DINNER! den, wen home watch tv.. watch till 12am .. n den off 2 bed! nitez!
mon: 10.3.08
yes! 2day my sis cum bck frm bangkok! haha~ she bought 4 me clothes n bags! yipee!! nt sure wat type of clothes... hope is nice clothes! yeah! ok.. today woke up at 10am... receive a message frm honkit ask me stuff! blah blah.. did nth.. boredom! watch tv, listen music.. den die in de room! n den wen 2 ruby(condo fren) hse.. did stuff... use de com n now bloggin! well, 2morow kinda a special day! SHOPPING DAY!! goin wit frens.. bt i dunno wic should i go.. sungai wang or mid valley leh?? haiz.. decision.... so hard 2 make! well, gtg dy ... bb! will b postin more nxt!
ok... 2day was kinda fun.... oh ya! celine chok slept over at my hse! yesterday i slept over at her hse! she has 2 balas budi so she slept over my hse lor! kinda fun yesterday... haha~ de funniest is celine wanna use de com, bt her sis, cheryl is using.. den celine is lyk shoutin at her sis,cheryl : I WAN 2 USE LA! GET AWAY! den her elder sis, rachel say : Stop fightin dy la, gt ppl here.... summore wan 2 fight! den, celine sis, cheryl say: I DUN CARE!! haha~ kinda funny bt nt so... after tat v sleep dy round 10.30pm lyk tat la..
2day was quite fun! had de best fun ever! 2day mornin celine chok keep wakin up dunno 4 wat! 4.30am she tod it was 8.am! WTH!! den go bck 2 sleep dy... woke up at 8.30am coz nit 2 go mamak.... wen mamak wit shiran,jin,honkit,keith,celine n me... wen there lepak eat, eat, EAT!! after tat wen 2 de near by cyber cafe at sri petalin! u noe anot?? damn sux man de com there! cacat! cannot sign in 2 msn! WTF! well, dun care dy la... after tat, wen home round 11am somethin....
after cc, hang out dwnstairs lor... quite fun! haha~ normal gang la.... shiran,keith,honkit,celine,jin n me.... v play at de playground.... u noe anot! tis stupid 'guy' ar he ar go n pull out the 'pin' on my BRA! WTF! i was so angry at him! den almost shiran they all wanna c... i faster move bck! i was so mad! tehy all kip wanna see... i cried! i was so angry! den de 'guy' tell celine 2 pin up 4 me... stupid fellow!!! den, i was sad! otw bck dwnstairs, i put my head dwn... den shiran ask honkit 2 cheer me up... keith, shiran they all say: honkit go hug bck suzanah la! WTF! haiz... MORONS! he did! bt is juz hand over my shoulder! haiz~ sad sad... XP lyk i care! i was so mad at him!
after tat, v gone home! honkit was lyk keep tryin 2 make me happy! i at the end laught! bt still sad! i feel pity 4 myslef! haiz..... den i wen home wit celine chok! honkit sms me 2 go 2 his, keith was in his hse oso.... v watch tis scary movie ' ONE MISSED CALL 3' damn f***ing scary! SCREAM LYK HELL!! ARGH!!!!!!! seriously scared! stupid honkit,celine n keith lock me outside at the livin room watchin alone! eh, guyz u noe is seriously scary! they keep scaryin me..... i shout untul no voice..*cryin* =( hate them! bt cant, 1 is my kai kor, 1 is bestie, another??? dunno la!
watch finisy dy, went swimmin.... u noe honkit keith n celine FORCE me 2 go! i dun wanna go they kip sayin if dun go, will push u dwn! usin de easier way! HELL!! in de end wen dy lor.. wen wit celine,honkit keith shiran jin n me lor.. swim swim swim!!! well, honkit push me dwn de swimmin pool! STUPID FOOL! ONE DAY WILL PUSH U BCK DWN THERE!! WATCH OUT! well, celine was oso kesian... 'molested' by them too.... hate them!!! haha~ after swimmin order MC DONALD! wee~ u noe how much?? RM44.50! darn expensive! bt jin is de one whos payin! haha~ rich ma! hehe~
den, 'siap' de food dy.... off 2 PASAR MALAM! tat time was quite fool, meant 2 eat finish dy.. after tat.. gone home ! till her den! bb! blog written by suzie!